Hello everyone,
I just wanted to share a little something with you. I realized that for the past few years I have always had teens in place. No matter where I move to, they always seem to follow me. Someone always wants to stay with me for a few days or they come and talk to me. I get rid of one and a few days later I get another. They tell my daughter she is so lucky to have a mom like me. One girl wrote her a letter telling her how she wish she was her. But of course your children don't see it that way. I ask my daughter, " Why do you always bring the kids to me?" She said so I can fit them. I just had to laugh because I told her that I was still working on her and her brother. I could be in the store and someone will always find their way to me and just start talking. Before I left Wal-Mart, I know her who life story. She was such a nice women and I just thought to myself, she must really feel comfortable talking to me. I always felt that I was not approachable because when I go out I always have a serious look on my face so people wouldn't talk to me. :) I guess that just makes me a challenge to see if I am really the way I look. My mom said it is something about me but I don't see it. I know there is something God wants me to and this is his way of showing me that I have gift and what I do with it is up to me. I see myself in this field of helping people but the question is, " Am I ready to handle that type of responsibility?"
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Where I Want To Be
Hello classmates and Professor,
I find it kinda of hard to rate myself on a scale from 1 to 10 but I will give it a try. My physical well-being I will give myself a 8, spiritual I will rate myself at 7 1/2 because I am stilling learning to find myself and learning to let go of things that is blocking me for receiving my blessing and psychological after everything I been through and dealt with and I am still here and people still keep coming to me for advice, I give myself a 9. It means God is still watching over me and guiding me to where I still can be strong and speak with ease to help others out.
As far as developing a goal for myself, I don't do that because things change or don't go as I plan then I feel like I set myself up and I get upset. So, I live day by day and whatever happens I deal with it and whatever I need to do, I take care of it. I not one for exercise because I am small and I need to gain weight and not lose it. If we get a good strong wind, you will see me passing you by. :) You will say, " there goes our classmate Sonia, I told that girl to eat a hamburger." (lol) I know that spiritual I would like to learn how to find scriptures in the Bible to help me or someone out when you could use one at that moment when you feel kinda lost or upset and remember them when I do find it. I need more quiet time and to stop over thinking a situation when it's not called for. I give myself headaches to times. So, psychological I need some me time because I am always doing for others and I forget to put me first at times.
now for that relaxation exercise, I tried to get into but closing my eyes and picturing what he was saying but my daughter kept bothering me and asking me if I was okay. Then I watched the clip and it had all these colors and waves that moved with his voice. I felt like I was tripping and following the colors like I was inside of it that I wasn't paying any attention to what he was saying and for a minute I tuned my daughter out to where I didn't hear anything. So, I guess in a way it worked.
I find it kinda of hard to rate myself on a scale from 1 to 10 but I will give it a try. My physical well-being I will give myself a 8, spiritual I will rate myself at 7 1/2 because I am stilling learning to find myself and learning to let go of things that is blocking me for receiving my blessing and psychological after everything I been through and dealt with and I am still here and people still keep coming to me for advice, I give myself a 9. It means God is still watching over me and guiding me to where I still can be strong and speak with ease to help others out.
As far as developing a goal for myself, I don't do that because things change or don't go as I plan then I feel like I set myself up and I get upset. So, I live day by day and whatever happens I deal with it and whatever I need to do, I take care of it. I not one for exercise because I am small and I need to gain weight and not lose it. If we get a good strong wind, you will see me passing you by. :) You will say, " there goes our classmate Sonia, I told that girl to eat a hamburger." (lol) I know that spiritual I would like to learn how to find scriptures in the Bible to help me or someone out when you could use one at that moment when you feel kinda lost or upset and remember them when I do find it. I need more quiet time and to stop over thinking a situation when it's not called for. I give myself headaches to times. So, psychological I need some me time because I am always doing for others and I forget to put me first at times.
now for that relaxation exercise, I tried to get into but closing my eyes and picturing what he was saying but my daughter kept bothering me and asking me if I was okay. Then I watched the clip and it had all these colors and waves that moved with his voice. I felt like I was tripping and following the colors like I was inside of it that I wasn't paying any attention to what he was saying and for a minute I tuned my daughter out to where I didn't hear anything. So, I guess in a way it worked.
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